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I went to a private boys only boarding school where there was a lot of testosterone amongst boys. I was a new boy and considered ' pretty ',but a boy started to bully me, then another older boy warned him off and started to protected me. He said he would protect me from that day forward. He said i should say goodnight to him personally every night before bed. When i went to say goodnight, he said come with me, he took me in to a store room and ordered me to kneel. I thought it was some kind of initiation. He said i had to give him blow jobs on demand. I said no and he slapped me hard across the face. I got scared and started to cry, he called me a ' pretty boy bitch ' and was going to slap me again, so i started to do what he wanted. He said that from that point on, he said i was his pretty boy bitch. I would meet him before bed each night.
I said i didn't want to and he beat me with a belt until i started crying and agreed to do what he wanted. He and his 2 friends said if i told anyone they would say i initiated it. I left the school after a year, it's left me confused about my sexuality. I was told it happens a lot in boarding schools. I've since been tested for sexual diseases. Luckily i have not got any sexually transmitted diseases. Parents who send their kids to same sex boarding schools should be aware that there is hyper testosterone, and good looking boys are made to perform sex acts or get beaten.
A popular older boy in my new school said he liked me and was always paying me compliments. It was just before spring break and he said he wanted to meet up with me in the park. I had been having really lovely dreams about him being my first bf. When the day came i put on a new dress and went to meet him, we went to see a movie first then walked to the park. It had started to get a little dark and i said i had to get home. He said he wanted to kiss me behind a big tree. I said ok, but as he pressed up against me i could feel his penis was erect and pressing on me. I was embarrassed but said nothing.
He tried to put his hand between my legs and i said no. So he squeezed one of my breasts while kissing me. I told him to stop. He took his penis out and ordered me to kneel and suck it. I said no, he said i couldn't leave until i did, as it was getting dark i knelt and started to do what he wanted. He held my head firmly in place, after about 2 mins he ejaculated in my mouth. I spat it out, he then walked me home, but we didn't talk. When i got in i went straight to bed and cried all night. I felt so humiliated, but didn't want anyone to know.
I was 16 at a house party and had drank quite a bit. My friend and I went to lay down on the couch and this boy from my year (who I now know from multiple others that they also have stories about him doing same to them too) came up to me on the couch and his hands onto my thighs and held them wide open and then proceeded to rub his hands all over my genitals with force whilst his friends watched on the opposite couch. i kept shouting to him to stop and he would reply “don’t lie you love it” as he continued to put his hands all over me and tried kissing me. I eventually fought him off as he licked his fingers in front of his friends. I felt so humiliated at being forced against my will.
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