I was a very shy child and as i entered my teens i was even more shy, especially with boys. At 14 years of age i was quite tall and gangly not one of the cool girls at school. By the time i started college i didn’t realize that boys started to take notice of me. I was 17 and still tall and skinny but my bra size was a DD. Even though i didn’t wear fashionable clothes or hang with a cool crowd. I was quite geeky and wore clothes that didn’t show my shape. My mom encouraged me to take drama class outside college hours to improve my social skills. I was hesitant at first, but went along with a gf from school. It was really fun, and i started to go each week and met new people. But my friend stopped going and i continued to go on my own. The class was unusual as it  had people of all ages from my age up to those in their 60s.

We sometimes would pair up to do scenes, i usually didn’t get picked until very near the end of who was left to pair up with. As 1 of the last to get paired up, I kept getting paired with an older black guy who was about 45 years of age. He was nice, very friendly and had very thick arms and shoulders like he worked out. He was always encouraging of me and he made me laugh and relax which was what i needed during drama class. After about 3 months in the drama class, i was getting on really well. My now regular class partner asked me if i’d like a macD and coffee on the way home as he could give me a lift. I naturally agreed as i felt like i knew him well enough. So we went and had something to eat, then on the way home he asked if i’d like to come to his apartment to chill out for an hour as he led me to believe his daughter who he said was my age lived with him. So i agreed, but when we got there she was not around. He took a phone call on minuets of arriving, after which he said she was staying at her moms house, as they were separated.

I didn’t think too much of it, we looked through his really old vinyl record collection and chatted. He offered me a glass of wine, and as i had started to relax and open up i said yes. But about 3 glasses later while sat on the sofa, he said can i be frank with you. He said he found me very attractive and would love to just have 1 kiss with me. As i was feeling confident and had never kissed a boy before i said ok just one. We both leaned in and he kissed me in a way i couldn’t fully understand. From that day on he took advantage of me, looking back i was naive and ill equipped to deal with a mature experienced man.